If not, that's okay.

You were a child
who was made of glass
You carried a black heart
passed down from your dad
If somebody loved you, they’d tell you by now
We all turn away when you’re down

You want to go back to where you felt safe
to hear your brother’s laughter,
see your mother’s face
Your child at home is just powder-white bones
and you never found your way back

And when you’re gone,
will they say your name?
And when you’re gone,
Will they love you the same?
If not, that’s okay.
If not, that’s okay.

You are broken and callow
cautious and safe
You are boundless in beauty
with fright in your face
Until someone loves you,
I’ll keep you safe
But like them, I will give you away

And when you’re gone,
will they say your name?
And when you’re gone,
will they love you the same?
If not, that’s okay.

And when you’re gone,
will they say your name?
And when you’re gone
will they love you the same?
Oh, when you’re gone
We won’t say a word

But you know, that’s okay.
Don’t you know that’s okay?

That's Okay - The Hush Sound

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Today was not a good day. In fact it sucked a whole lot. The worst I've felt in a super long time. The most I've cried in a super long time. I've decided to skip my morning class so I can sleep in tomorrow and make myself feel a little bit better. It's sucky since I only have two classes tomorrow, but... damn. I need something like a break. I've got myself wanting to break bones.