(Coffee's for Closers)

Yeah so I can't really even keep my word when it comes to my blog updating schedule. I suppose that makes me an awful person, but oh well.

I'm all moved back into college, snuggly snug in my living arrangments. I adore my new roomate. She is sweet and kind and just frickin' awesome to live with. Her friends are very polite as well. I really couldn't be happier. I wonder if she feels the same about me? I'm a messy person, I would have to say hard to live with. I really should live alone just because I'm just so... against the grain I guess. As long as things are fine for me I tend to just leave them be. That's probably not good roomate-wise.

I cleaned up a bit today because I figured that my parents were coming to visit, and they'd pick at everything. But they ended up not even coming up to the room, so whatever. They took me to dinner at Pizza Doctors - absolutely delicious. Sooo awesome. We've(I) also decided that my dad is having a birthday party next weekend so I can go home and get my car to use next week to take Adam to look for jobs, and probably to take myself shopping to get a new sweatshirt or such at Vanity. I also need to go to the bank and deposit(or cash, if I decide I really want to go shopping) my check.

It's a really nice day outside today. That was good because... well, it's nice out for when I walk to work, but also kinda sucky 'cause it means that with the heater in my room eternally on it gets REALLY frickin' hot. I have the window open currently, because my fan broke last night. =( It caught the end of the bookmark in THGTTG and got the ribbon all wound around the inside, and it broke while I was trying to unwind it. I want to crack it open, pull the ribbon off, and then put it back together, but attempts so far have been unsuccessful.

I've been hanging out with Bob and Kayla a bunch. This makes me happy. I also try to talk to Adam more... but that's kind of a different story, isn't it? Very awkward. I tend to get flustered and ramble. Because I'm so smooth. Sooo smooth. Crushes make everyone awkward, though, don't they?

I have to work 4 - 10 both nights this weekend, but next weekend I am free!! This makes me extremely happy. I'm going home for my dad's birthday, obviously, and then getting my car... Yay fun. I miss Quincy. =( I haven't really needed him, but still. It's nice to have the option of driving somewhere.

I've been listening to Folie a Deux a lot. Lots of the songs are plucking at my heartstrings pretty good lately.

The Top Ten Currently:

1. "Hurry, hurry. You put my head in such a flurry. What the fuck, well what makes you so special? What makes you so special?"
2. "The planets align, you're just like Mars. You shine in the sky, you shine in the sky."
3. "Oh yeah, I've got a lot of friends who are stars, but some are just black holes."
4. "I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match, what a catch."
5. "While the others are just snoring away, I'm trying to trick myself to fall asleep again."
6. "I don't just want to be a footnote in someone else's happiness."
7. "I'm not the same as I was before. I am, it was just venting. Dear Gravity, you held me down in this starless city."
8. "I want to scream "I love you" at the top of my lungs, but I'm afraid that someone else will hear me."
9. "I'm a caterpillar that got stuck. Mr. Moth come quick, with any luck. A long walk to a dark house, a Roman Candle heart, keep us far apart."
10. "I can't explain a thing, and I want everything to change and stay the same. Time doesn't care about anyone or anything."

Why:

1. Oh, crushes. Aren't they lovely little things? I can't get him out of my head. 
2. Same as above.
3. Truth. Some of my friends are awesome, and some like to bleed the life out of things.
4. =P It might just sound emo, but it's reasoned well in my head. It sucks when you like someone sooo much and are prett much deathly afraid to tell them. My crush likes someone else. I'd feel selfish acting like/thinking he should choose me instead. Bleh.
5. I have trouble sleeping a lot. I've been waking up pretty often in the middle of the night.
6. Who does?
7. Frustration and inconsistancy ftw?
8. I couldn't explain it if I tried.
9. ... Well, you know. I'm so bad at love. D= Of course I guess you can't really be good at something you've never done before, but still.
10. It's true. =/

Not the greatest explanations, but hey. I'm not good with feelings. So there ya go.

P.S. - Congrats to those of you who know about the secret treasures. Don't ruin my secrets. Hahahaha.