How do you go from texts like:
- "Makin you smile makes me smile"
- "You're such a cutie"
- "Anything for you babe"
- "I just adore you period"
- "I'm hoping soon I will always make you smile"
to
"We're just friends right now I don't have to text you every five minutes"
in like three days?
HOW?!
I don't understand it.
ALSO
I DON'T KISS FRIENDS
and every five minutes might not be necessary, but EVERY COUPLE OF DAYS WOULD BE FUCKING WONDERFUL.
Arg.
</3 Erika
So.
I went up on Saturday night to get Cherie from the airport Sunday afternoon. My mum, my aunt, my aunt's fiance, and I went out to dinner at this really awesome-looking new restaraunt, from which I got food poisioning.
Really, really terrible food poisoning.
I spent from about 1 - 8 am Sunday morning vomiting. The rest of the day I was nauseous, faint, and sore.
We were supposed to spend the day at the Mall Of America and we ended up just going through the Aquarium really fast and then leaving so that my mother could take me to the hospital. Yeah, Cherie's first day here included a trip to the hospital for me. xD How exciting, right?
There is nothing really wrong with me - I feel great today! - I was just a little dehydrated and a little low on Potassium. The doctors said I got hit really hard by food poisioning, but I should be fine. And I do feel fine today, if not a little sore, so everything's going pretty well.
Cherie's sitting on the couch. She can't get her laptop on the internet because my wireless is being retarded and the program won't open. So we might have to uninstall and reinstall everything tonight. Which means both of us might have internet... or neither of us might have internet. Oh well. We've done pretty well before right now without internet.
They still don't have my goddamn car done.
They told us, "Maybe tomorrow" when we called today.
It better be fucking done by tomorrow, let me tell you.
Sometime this week we still need to:
-Go see that Kung Fu Panda movie
-Go shopping
-Go horseback riding
-Go to Jellystone
Horseback riding is probably the biggest priority, but both of us need to get our dads a father's day present so that's up there on the list, too.
I better have my damn car back.
I REALLY don't want to have to take my dad's truck and take him to work and pick him up.
Really.
I'm all graduated. x3
That's me with Mr. Waldhart, the band teacher that's leaving our school. </3
We had a good time. Except some of the students misbehaved a LOT at the ceremony. Spraying silly string all over. Ugh. It really pissed me off.
I was going to go to some partiest today but it's storming and I REALLY need to clean so I'm going to hold off on that until my sister gets home, then just go to Mary's for a little bit and come home and clean more.
<3 Woot woot
Erika
After our band final yesterday my band teacher announced that after seven years in the district, he accepted a job in for the West Salem Middle School.
I (and most of the other students) was crushed. I cried. A lot.
It was just so shocking.
He's someone that has always been there for me. He's like a third parent, I swear. He's hilarious and easy to talk to, and he genuinely cares about the students.
And he felt terrible too.
However, it is what is best for his family. So of course I support him 100%.
It was just very sad.
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My car is broken. >:
I'm taking it in tomorrow to get it fixed. Hopefully it won't take long so I'll be able to get to work, and extremely hopefully it will not be a big thing that costs a lot to fix. I will cry.
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I graduate on Friday. =O
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BARACK OBAMA FOR PRESIDENT.
Hellz yes.
I am so excited.
x3 I get to vooooote!
For diamonds do appear to be
just like broken glass to me.
I had to sit in my car tonight after work, close my eyes, and just sit and listen to the rain and Northern Downpour. It seemed so fitting; it's the end of my very.. chaotic senior year and it's supposed to rain the rest of this week and even on Friday. Everyone is all upset that our graduation may be inside, but I find it... oddly fitting. The uncomfortable, hot, irritating atmosphere seems so fitting when I think of what the perfect sum of this year should be.
I wish that I could go outside right now and curl up in a tent and just listen to this song on repeat and listen to the rain fall all night and just think of everything that has happened in the past year. I want to have time alone to myself on a night like this, I want to be able to sit there and cry and think of the ex-friends that I still miss, how stupid I am to still miss them. I want to think on the people that make me happy, the past year of the two Honda Civic Tour concerts and the Cobra Concert and all the good times I had at other events like these with friends and family and the music I love so dearly.
I just want to cry.
I am stressed out of my mind.
I have my final for Pre-Calc tomorrow first thing... I have no idea what the hell I'm doing in that class. I don't know my current grade, either, so I don't know where I stand as far as pass/fail goes. I don't need the class to graduate, but I probably need it to still be in UW-LaCrosse.
It's the only final I'm really worried about as far as tough goes, and damn does it suck.
Past that, I just don't really know what the hell I'm going to do with myself after high school. I am terrified of not having the money to go to college, terrified of becoming nothing. I'm terrified of being alone for the rest of my life while my friends move on.
And it really sucks, because none of them seem to care at all about graduation - in fact, they're all extremely excited to graduate.
I will cry.
I know this because when we played Loch Lommond(the senior song) I almost cried today.
I can't help it; in a way this is the end of my life. I know my role in high school, I know who I am and what friends I have and what I should do here. I just can't picture myself anywhere else. I can't see myself older, I can't see myself with a specific job. I can't see myself alive.
I just have no idea what I'm going to do.
I have no idea who I am.
I miss the girl who abandoned me, I love her and I hate her. I miss the others who seem to have moved on without me. I miss the little pieces they took away that have left me here staring at all the remaining pieces wondering what in the hell I can possibly do with them.
I'm supposed to be so happy,
and it's all I can do not to cry.
I'm getting a new digital camera for my birthday.
A Canon. Digital with the option of attatching telephoto lenses later. x3
Hoorah.
Now that the 07-08 school year is coming to an end, answer these questions reflecting back on the school year
What teacher do you hate the most?
I don't really hate any of my teachers. Dun like Mr. Martinson though.
What was your favorite thing that happened this year?
Going to the Honda Civic Tour
Did you get suspended this year?
No
Did you make any new best friends?
Sorta
What was your favorite class?
Band
Are you glad this years almost over?
Sorta
What are you looking forward to this up coming school year?
Starting college. New friends. =D
Are you still bestfriends with the same person as the beginning of the year?
No
Did you lose any friends?
Yes. Poodle.
Are you glad you made more friends?
Yup
Did you break any hearts?
Nah
Do you think next year will be better?
I sure as hell hope so
Do you think things will be different now that your getting older?
Some stuff
Favorite lunch food?
Depends on the day
What is the worst trouble you got in this year?
I haven't.
What teachers, if any, are you going to miss?
Mr. Waldhart
Was this your favorite year?
No
Did you go to a new school this year?
No
Did you play any sports this year?
No
Did you fall in love this year?
No
Repost this saying My ______ YEAR
The Killers. <3
Aha. I am going to see the Hush Sound and The Cab in Milwaukee in July. SO FREAKING EXCITED. <3 I love them so much. Heckz frickin' yez.
I had so much to write about tonight but my laziness and cramps hath defeated it all. The cramps are so horrible this month. Like wow. I could have laid in bed all day and just cried. And I was up until 4 last night(this morning) because of all the pain. I wanted so badly to stay home from school but by the time I dragged myself downstairs my mother was already gone so I could not ask.
Bleeeeeeh. X____x It hurts really bad right now.
I need meds.
Good night. <3
The header picture finally works. How wondrous. It only took forever. xD
I do believe that I will be going to Mikwaukee in July to see the Hush Sound and the Cab. How great are those bands? Freaking great, that's how great.
I have more to write about, but inspiration has suddenly jumped ship. Be patient and we'll see how the night goes.
QUIZ
Rules: Go to Google and search the phrase. Tag 3 friends. Please be mature and use you REAL 1st name...
Use the first thing that comes up that makes sense.
My results + questions
Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: Walter, in all his youthful naivety, thinks that he will conquer the iron maiden's heart by wooing her, which is in fact the last thing Erika needs...
Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: It's almost scary how much Erika looks like Ashlee Simpson - except that Erika can actually sing instead of screech, and writes songs that haven't been ...
xDDD
Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: MySpace profile for Erika says: i'm really happy with pictures, videos, personal blog, interests, information about me and more.
Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Amazon.com: What Erika Wants: Bruce Clements: Books.
Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Dec 26, 2007 ... The one in which Erika does the right thing. . . So. . . a few months back I made this: TARDIS And I grew quite attached to it. ...
=O Tardis? LIKE IN DR. WHO? NO WAY.
Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: MySpace profile for Erika Hates Guacamole with pictures, videos, personal blog, interests, information about me and more.
I love guacamole. ;_;
Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Erika asks: Why did you want to be a Senator? Mount Holly says:. What do you like about taking pictures. Senator says:. Erika I was born in Montpelier and ....
Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Baby Erika goes home. Last Updated: Friday, March 30, 2001 | 7:23 PM ET. CBC News. The Edmonton toddler who nearly froze to death a month ago was released ...
Awww.
Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: MySpace profile for Erika-likes hentais and revealing things with pictures, videos, personal blog, interests, information about me and more
... Ew.
Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: So we’ve (me, myself & I) started a new section “Erika’s EATs” featuring my favorite Mexican girl Erika Mercado. 2 day Erika shares a recipe for “Brocheta ...
Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: [Erika wears a ring with a large sapphire surrounded by small diamonds on her left ring finger.] This is a promise ring and it’s really funny because we’re ...
CUTE
Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search
A: But in December 1997 Erica was arrested for maintaining a crack house after she allowed a drug dealer to live in the home with her and Kevin. ...
xDD Ahaha. At least it's not with a K.
on Quiz Time!